dreaminghope | I just don't care

I kind of don't like the fact that I don't care... on the other hand, I also don't care that I don't care. I feel numb and tired.

I need a new job.

I cannot tolerate the chaos, the disorganization, the complete lack of procedure/training/planning/systems that this company holds as its center.

I want a job where I receive a written job description, training, a clear idea of who is responsible for what, and a boss who doesn't try to micro-manage everything.

It is the story of my week: it hasn't even been that bad here this week, but I cannot do it much longer. I am mentally, spiritually and physically exhausted. Even good days aren't good, because I spend the whole day tense, waiting for the next crisis to crash down upon me.

I am supposed to be looking at resumes to get another customer service person. Now, a person in that position is usually OK in this company, as they get some training and they have a clear set of responsibilities. But I still feel guilty bringing someone in to this mess.