All I want is more

[dreaminghope]

No matter how much I scrimp and economize, I never seem to save. I budget and plan, but no matter how much I save by doing things the most efficient way, I never seem to have extra time when I want it.

I want to bank time; earn some interest on it. I feel safe with something extra in the bank, just in case.

I want to hoard time. I want to tuck minutes away in a box under my bed. I want to collect minutes until I have hours, and hours until I have days. I'd even hoard seconds, each one tiny and precious. I want to be able to take them out of their box and admire them. Minutes like shining jewels, to take up by the handful and let them slip back through my fingers. I wouldn't spend them; just keep them... just in case.

There would come a day when someone would be looking for a pen, and they would find in the desk drawer a stash of shining bits of time. And they would find another stash under the scrap paper, and more in the bedside table, and maybe some in an old spice jar in the back of the kitchen cupboard. And I would never have to worry about running out of time again.

Comments

[iisz.livejournal.com]

There was a dude who wanted to save it in a bottle once. Maybe he'll have a pointer or two.

[dsignrmom.livejournal.com]

I think he's dead.

[poets-hand.livejournal.com]

Wow. This is powerful, beautifully well-written, and exactly how I feel right now.

From another perspective, there are many moments I'd like to save forever. Mostly little tiny ones created by my kids.

[dsignrmom.livejournal.com]

Well written as usual, and as I get older, thoughts like this bear more meaning for me than they may once have.

[cooan.livejournal.com]

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